This week has been fucking shit for me I just hate how my week has been. And today has been the boiling point for everything to crash on down. This week I had to deal with my annoying ass baby cousins, my cousins always ripping on me, my self doubt and self worth, tasks and responsibilities that never end, drawings I have to finish, and just overall madness in my family. With all of these feelings I just felt so angry this entire month and today was the day where I freaking exploded. Basically what happened is that my cousins were bickering and fighting as always with me. They always want to start arguments with me and I fucking hate it but today was just the day where I had a enough. I got mad at them and I just exploded and I started to yell at them and screaming at them to shut up because they never do. I just felt all of this pressure all at once explode over me and I just cried after the whole ordeal because I just have been through so much these past months. I am sorry for not posting anything, it’s been a rough few months for me. And I am also sorry if this story make no freaking sense I am just currently collecting myself right after what just happened. All I wish is for comfort, but in my life no one irl would seem to give it to me even when I express it… sorry for being incoherent of what I want and sorry for sounding like a piss baby about this. I just wanted to vent what happened today and what happened these past months… sorry…
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you had the right to yell at them it’s okay…I get it, I have annoying little cousins that won’t shut the fuck up sometimes,you seem like a really nice person you shouldn’t have to go through all that pressure,it’s also okay to cry I don’t suggest you hold it in,and don’t feel like you have to post everyday you will over work your self an then it will become a problem…and if no one wants to comfort you irl then you can always vent here,theirs lots of nice people here who will understand and comfort you!don’t worry it will all be over soon till then maybe take a small break and lay down for a bit :) and if something happens again you can tell us!(unless it’s to personal of coarse)don’t be shy to vent out how you feel cuz we will always comfort you :) I hope you feel better!!!
(Also sorry if I spelled something wrong in here)