This week has been fucking shit for me I just hate how my week has been. And today has been the boiling point for everything to crash on down. This week I had to deal with my annoying ass baby cousins, my cousins always ripping on me, my self doubt and self worth, tasks and responsibilities that never end, drawings I have to finish, and just overall madness in my family. With all of these feelings I just felt so angry this entire month and today was the day where I freaking exploded. Basically what happened is that my cousins were bickering and fighting as always with me. They always want to start arguments with me and I fucking hate it but today was just the day where I had a enough. I got mad at them and I just exploded and I started to yell at them and screaming at them to shut up because they never do. I just felt all of this pressure all at once explode over me and I just cried after the whole ordeal because I just have been through so much these past months. I am sorry for not posting anything, it’s been a rough few months for me. And I am also sorry if this story make no freaking sense I am just currently collecting myself right after what just happened. All I wish is for comfort, but in my life no one irl would seem to give it to me even when I express it… sorry for being incoherent of what I want and sorry for sounding like a piss baby about this. I just wanted to vent what happened today and what happened these past months… sorry…